Mar 6, 2009

happy?

What is happy?
From dictionary, happy is an adjective, its the feeling or showing pleasure.
We know the meaning of happy, but do we know the way to be happy?
No? Are u happy now?

Not happy? But u are smiling and even laughing!
Sad? But u dont cry!


I feel unhappy most of the days now but i am not sad. I will smile and laugh but i will not cry although i really want to. I put '我真的很想哭' as my pm, and there are only a few friends realised and asked me about that. How pity i am.. I remembered one of my friends told me, he is my best friend, he said:
y u always sad 1?
can u make urself happy every day?
i nvr heard u say u r happy recently..

and then he said somemore...

u know y so much ppl get hypochondria?
coz they always live in sadness...
u know how ppl 崩溃?
from 正常>不开心>烦>困>崩溃...
tat is a cycle..
n stil hv last step..
it is after 崩溃...
tat is 自杀....

haha.. Actually i am thankful for his advice and grateful to have him as my best friend.
But what is hypochondria? I guess its kinda mental disorder? haha..
I am not that serious ok.. I still can control my emotion, i won burst into tears suddenly and i am DEFINITELY won commit suicide! I love my life more than anyone else.


In short, i am just ... not so happy.. Nothing else..
Still, i will find the way to be happy.. Don worry...

2 comments:

Alvin Soh said...

Are you unhappy, because of the frustration of the ceaseless UTAR exams? =)

For me, I think that, it is when we find what we want, we find the meaning of our life; it is when we find the meaning of our life, we are not living in vanity; it is when we are not living in vanity, our lives become more lively; and it is when our lives become lively, we can be happy.

All the best!

jingying said...

So 'qim'..
I need time to absord..

Anyway, thanks yea.. =)

 

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